| shawn ♥ |
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Saturday, May 06, 2006
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PLS TAKE IN A DEEP BREATH CUZ THIS GNA B A LONG LONG POST :Dhehhehe im so happy nw luh! (X haha ok AWN just left my place. i love sexy so much can? hehe he's effing cute i swear man. haha ok went t skul in the morning. hehe sat in btwn edmund n abel tday during lecture. AWN keeps saying abel looks like ____ _______. ): < NO OKAY. haha :D abel is like, much btr looking than him?! they're effing funny can. esp edmund tht brown polar! :D he made me luff almost throughout the whole lecture. thts why i cldnt concentrate luh. ): < haha ok anyway he rocks. he's so much like sweesiong luh can! :D :D FOOKIN' FCKING CUTE. then i bluetoothed him my photo. :D ed was like, shaking his head luh haha which is so blatant. haha then we were eating peppermint sweets during lec. bt wtf can. the sweets were like so fcking soft. i cld just flatten it w my slightest bit of force. :D hehe so in e end i pancaked the sweet and it turned out flat. so yeah, i used a pen and happily drew a smiley face and ate it. (X ed: -SUPER SHOCKED LOOK. HUHHHH?! me: why? -laughters. ed: u ate it? me: haha ya. ed: i pui on it, u drew a smiley face w a pen and u ate it? me: haha ya! whts wrong?? (as if who doesnt eat pen ink, well at least i do) ed: -GULPS. haha then then we crapped agn. then this time round i gt my menses cramp so yeah, i took some pills tht i brought t skul. bt i didnt hv water w me so i just ate it RAW. ed: HUHHHHH. - SHOCKING FACE AGAIN. me: why tht look again? ed: did u just swallow the pills? me: ya. haha so? -weird stares ed: cuz i cn nvr swallow it w/o water luh! me: it's soft luh. ed: i bet e peppermint sweets r gone. me: hehe -shwed him my tongue. ed: HURRRRRR. - THT DARN SHOCK FACE AGAIN. --'' me: hahahahaha :D :D omg can ed is like super funny. aft sch went bck t former sch t collect cert w audrey(oh i hugged her when i saw her man!) n germaine(so hppy when i saw her!!). haha ok i miss 'em like eff. so yeah, haha blah blah talked a lot on e bus and stuff. then gt a bit of disagreement w sexy these few days. i made him pretty angry n sad cuz he tore his artpieces ytd. OMG CAN. felt so dire aft tht cuz he spent like effing long t paint those shit. so yeah, felt pretty bad. ): we argued like fuck ytd & tday. so my mood was effed-up as well. then went airport cuz i was feeling like fuck. so yeah, went viewing mall. wnted t sort things out w AWN. when he came, he hugged me like meow! i melted can. i gt damn shocked. wasnt gamed yet. haha bt it was damn sweet luh. (: i saw e way he pant, it was fcking sexy. he kept panting, i saw e AWN i nvr saw before in him. i was that impt t him. i realised then. he's my boyfriend, n i'm proud of it. then at e viewing mall, we didnt really spoke much though we said we wnted t talk things out. sometimes silence plays e lead. he just held my hand n we sat there for a long time, delighting in each others' presence quietly. i loved that feeling. it was like e world kept moving; passers-by walking past us, kids kept running arnd, parents kept looking out for their lil kids. ya knw? ya knw? :D hwevr, our world seemed t hv stopped at tht very instant. i realised i need him more than wht i thought i did. me: d u wn chocs? sexy: - no reply me: ( ):<< - deep dwn hehe!) we nearly cldnt make it. bt im glad things turn out they're nw. he nearly died can. fuck. you're my everything luh. ): so dont evr d tht agn kay sexy? i need you. so pls, take care of yourself for fook's sake!! hehe i hugged him so tightly & long b4 he left just nw. :D I LOVE YOU SEXY! (X then we heard ben, christian & mark's voices outside my gate. um um hum, haha yeah. :D i love AWN's armpit hair, fucking sexy man. (X gosh im missing him like meow! nw. ): |